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[30 Nov 2009|11:30am] ( meow ) [That wrecked me.]

[02 Nov 2009|02:17am] I'm starting to not even care where I'm going. I've gotten so lost and broken that I don't know what to do. I don't know what I want. Everything seems unreachable. I'm so tired of all of this. ALL of this. No options, no goals, no ambition. Today is a sad day. But they've been like this a lot lately. [That wrecked me.]

[26 Oct 2009|01:37am] I HAVE to keep a straight and positive mindset I'm losing it completely. Ugh. Interview at old navy on Tuesday... I don't even know if I want to work there, really.. Bahhhh. [That wrecked me.]

[12 Oct 2009|04:58am] ( Survs ) [That wrecked me.]

[10 Oct 2009|03:31pm] Needs to be said, last night was the best..ever. [That wrecked me.]

[09 Oct 2009|03:22am] I'm not sure. I think I'm content. But I'm also high so who knows how I'll feel tomorrow. I don't know, but I bought these new tights and they're probably the most amazing things ever. [That wrecked me.]

[07 Oct 2009|04:02pm] Still doesn't feel good. Not that I'm expecting great relief any time soon. My nose is runny. I keep crying. This is so fucking weird. No one makes me feel like this. Stupid love thing, makes me nuts. I don't think I've ever loved anyone. I thought I loved Matt, but maybe I was stronger then. Is it best? Is it better that I forget and move on? Is that even possible at this point? It's possible I guess, but is it probable..no. Because by me being stubborn about this, I'm not really learning anything. I'm flip floppy, obviously. What I should have said was I'll always love you the most. It's just that, I can't be around you. Not now. [That wrecked me.]

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